You know you are ready for the weekend when you park the car in the garage, turn on the right turn signal, and get out. With the car still running. I am not sure if it was because I was tired and excited for the weekend, or if I am slowly going crazy. Probably a mixture of both.
Last night we had a major rain storm move through SoCal. It knocked out the power twice. Normally, I wouldn't mind just falling asleep to the sound of rain, but it actually sounded more like a river running by our house. I kept imagining Chris' car floating down the street. There was also some crazy man outside screaming for about 2 hours. We had a hard time sleeping through it and laid in bed talking about stuff I can't remember now. We're going have some good sleepin' tonight.
We saw the film Precious today. It was really good. It made me feel like all my whining and complaining was so...selfish and petty. Look how good I have it in comparison. I know I really have a lot, so much, to be thankful for. And I am. But, there are a few things really driving me flipping crazy right now. I know I'm being vague. I am. For a good reason. You know, with the interwebz being visible to everyone and all.
But I will say it has nothing to do with Chris. He is the one thing that makes me happy from day to day. Going home and seeing him is really the only thing I look forward to. Have you seen his face??? Just adorable. And his heart is just as adorable. Trust this.
It really disturbs me how melancholy I have been feeling lately. I don't like being this way. I like being goofy and funny and ambitious and hopeful. I know I will get back to that soon. Maybe it's just the weather. Or maybe I need more fiber in my diet. I got a coupon for some Wheaties. Maybe I'll try that.
Saturday, February 6, 2010
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